This is a strange thing. I am writing a kind of article on here but I am unsure that anyone actually gives… But I have been celibate for quite some time. Its mainly by choice, or at least I keep telling myself that. I guess i am just waiting for the right guy… and although that might sound idealistic or even naive I truly believe good things come to those who learn patience and self control. So alas, I reveal that I am a spiritual, romantic fellow and I am in search, but also waiting, for that guy who is like me. Seems kind of strange in the gay world, don’t you think? And I know so many guys who just seem so jaded and dead… and I won’t judge them for it. I just never, ever want to understand it.